I can’t seem to upload the pictures, and I am darn pissed about that.

Simply because it slows the pace of me backblogging about those events that are long past, and the pictures would go stale and forgotten before I could even post them.

Angry.

***

It is weird how my body feels conditioned by the short sleeping hours these days.

I woke up today with only 5 plus hours of sleep, and felt as if I could go on the day as if I was full of vigor.

But I could feel the physical fatigue.

I woke up many times in the middle of my sleep yesterday, simply because my mind was working overtime, which I am not very fond of.

That means I am freaking stress with the deadlines and such.

I went to work in casual again today, and I think I am looking more and more unglam each day.

I sort of ‘came out’ in front of my colleagues today, cos I was so stressed that I was fagging downstairs, where much people walked by.

Khalid is leaving us soon, and I would always remember the kind help he had rendered me all these while, however short this period has been.

It is today that I got to know more about Bernice and Danny as an individual, and it suddenly hit me that why we are able to have this easy-going team put together, and there is minimal politics involved.

Somehow, I believe in how affinity works in this team, and it is pretty amazing.

***

I had lunch with them despite not wanting to eat, and perhaps blog in the office, but then there was some discussion going on, and I was glad I join them. Or else, I could never have gotten the chance to know more about them, nor allowing them to know more about me.

We are so different, yet somehow, there are some quaint similarities here and there.

Cool.

***

Late into work, I cleared my articles, and had a bit of time for… ahem, games-testing.

I loaded Battlefield 2, and was blardy demoralised when I realised it wasn’t patched.

Then, I got a preview of the Godfather on the PC, courtesy of Alan.

And, I realise the hidden potential of me involving in games of violence.

I actually did pretty well, you know?

***

I went through first part of the day utterly stressed, and went on easy on myself for the 2nd half.

Godfather made me stay overtime in the office till it was almost half past 7, when Danny shoo-ed me out of the office to go dinner, and then we made our ways home by train together.

Dinner was rewarding. Danny revealed the hurdles to where he is today, and yet again, it reminded me of the intimate talk I had with Bernice earlier on in the afternoon.

Cool.

***

As I was on the train, I was adamant about making today the first day I am going to head home straight after work, before 11pm(yes, I haven’t got home before 11 for a long, long while).

Alas, Alvin called at 9pm, and I was at his place in no time, for a ’short’ game of mahjong.

Which turned out not very short instead.

Half past 12 when I finally got back.

***

Chilled, spoke to SBB, with the usual work-talk, before getting on with this post.

***

Sunday.

Woke up ‘automatically’ at half past 9, and was deprived of half and hour of sleep.

Was back in the office at 11pm, for a meeting with the team, as well as some of our sponsors, and top Singapore gamers for a ‘voluntary’ association that was formed recently.

It was 2 plus when the dreadful meeting ended, and I was finally able to have some proper lunch with Danny and this very nice couple(the male had attended the meeting too). The food was fabulous, but made me incredibly broke too.

I went down to Orchard after lunch, after I had failed to abduct a set of Xbox360 home for ‘review purposes’.

Walking in low heels proved to be excruciating for me as I zoomed in and out of different shops.

Buying stuff for other people seemed like an easier chore, and I ended up with nothing for myself, but paperbags of stuff for a rather intimate friend.

***

Alvin picked me up from Orchard since Denise and him were in the area, and the 3 of us made our ways down to SMU, where Denise had to do a quiz.

It was then a mad rush back to his place for yet another game of mahjong, before we could have proper dinner at around 10pm.

I couldn’t wait to get out of my stinky clothes the moment I got back, and headed straight for the showers.

I think balancing on heels when you are utterly tired is atrocious.

***

I thought my day was done until the call came in.

Brian, VampTreSS and I were in no time gathered right before Peninsula Plaza(I was so darn freaking pissed with the uncle who took the freaking long way, and it set me back by eight-freaking-teen bucks!), and I was in a lamenting mood, rattling off angrily.

Mood swing, you know?

Then huh, they actually laughed at me, you know?!

The audacity!

I was really in bad mood, and they were actually laughing at me being angry!

What kind of friends do I have?!

The gaming session ended at half past 4, before I could take it no more from my day which started early.

And I finally used the birthday present given to me by Boon and Nick!

I bet they were darn regretful for their choice.

Well you see, they were part of the game too(Nick, Taka and Boon were playing from their homes), and we had formed a squad, with them as my squadmates.

That means… I could use teamspeak to converse with them through the microphone.

I traumatised them with my squeaky, girlish voice, and I could hear them asking me to shut up every few seconds.

The worst thing of all was that Brian had no earphones and VampTreSS and my voice were for all in the LAN gaming centre to hear….

Which was er.. rather embarrassing event for him.

Muahahaha.

***

For that, I had off on Monday.

Oh well, not really.

But yeap, Monday was an off day for me and it was eventful and packed, despite being a rest day for me.

More on Monday in time to come, but till then, I will try to load the pictures, and pray that the darn blogger will finally work.

And pray that I would not get an overdose of writing, before I get sick of the keyboard that I would stop blogging for good.

Or maybe, I think I should really consider moving.

Note: @%#@%$$%#&!@#*&@ Angry like a potato! I think it is a sign. I wanted to post this entry and the stupid blogger logged me out and ate up the post.

Lucky ah! I got the habit of copying my entry before posting most of the time.

Tsk tsk.