Archive for December 29th, 2007

• Saturday, December 29th, 2007

I always thought I am the sort who needs a bit of jealousy in a relationship to justify the fact that I am wanted.

And then, I realise not.

And then, I realise I don’t need anyone in my life to tell me what to do, to try to control me.

Because, I have gotten used to not being so.

And then, I know not what had gotten to me. And then, I grew fucking afraid.

It is scary.

Almost stifling and exasperating.

And then, I realise I really don’t like it.

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• Saturday, December 29th, 2007

Oh.

Be still my heart.

My heart pom pom tiao, you know?

Oh shit.

Pom pom tiao a lot you know?

Oh my God. I am giggling like a school girl and feel like banging my head on the wall.

Be strong my heart. Be still.