Many things are changing.

And of all, I am taken aback by the changes within me, and indirectly, impacted the changes around me.

I am pretty much back to being hermit-y these days, and my life now is “normalized” - Work from Mondays to Fridays, stay up late on Fridays and Saturdays, do some shopping and running errands on Saturdays, chilling with friends on Fridays night, and sleeping in on Sundays.

And it has been the same tune played over and over again the past few weeks.

I stared at this space for the longest time, not knowing what to write either.

I have plenty of pictures to post but the uploading process is too much of a hassle and.. pretty tedious.

I am having bad aches from PMS, and I am constantly in a state of fatigue.

My mood swings are pretty erratic, and I told myself I needed to be found. But then again, I need to lose myself before I can be found, right?

I miss my girlies, I really do.

And I learnt much about timing too. My hermit-y days are not often understood and empathised by people around, and they tend to draw conclusions too soon, too fast. Too bad, I reckon.

Process of elimination just makes things easier, doesn’t it?

Sometimes we just don’t want things to change, yet it is inevitable that things have to. I have had choices. To talk about it, or not to, but it often gets too tiring for me to deal with and I opted for the lazier, easier way out, and then, things will just spiral from there, and I try convincing myself how it would be for the better.

But there are some times, where I have to wave off the what could’ve beens, as maybe, just maybe, I would have rather things turn out otherwise.

I am not sure when people are trying to relieve some of your burdens, do they unintentionally help you reliving it all over again.

Wishing everyone well. It is the end of March, and looking on the bright side, is that my bank account will have some positive activities to keep it busy, though I am a little apprehensive how time is dwindling away for April to set into pace.

Looking forward to the next two weeks.