I think the main reason to my grouchiness these days, besides the fact that my brains are fried, is that I am losing faith.

I used to be so hopeful. Hopeful of people, hopeful of friends, hopeful of relationships, hopeful of the good of people.

I stopped being so.

Someday, I wish the hope will come back to me. Yet I am wary that all the disappointments being hopeful might bring.

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I can’t believe it.

I am still having a fever, and I still can’t to sleep well.

My doctor prescribed me with 3 days of Ponstan, and it is now day 3.

Don’t tell me I have to see a doctor again for the 3rd time in less than a week.

ROARRRR~

Now, I have to pick Minibean up. I didn’t expect that I am still this unwell.

I had a shower and I was shivering throughout, even though the sun was blazing so brightly just now(not sure about now, but I can hear thunder).

I feel weaker today than yesterday and I feel my muscles and tight and aching.

I am whining about this fever so much that I can’t even stand myself anymore.

Have a great weekend peeps!