Intensity.
Salt on pain, that’s what it is.
Like a live wire spreading its current down every, single nerve.
The more painful, the more you grit your teeth and brace yourself straight to bear with it.
Blanking out, not listening, to words that hold no more meaning.
Sneers barged in, sarcasm seething, leaving wounds too sore to touch.
A contest […]
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I have been wanting to write about this since last week, but just didn’t seem to have the time(and urge) to finally got down to doing it.
And somehow, what happened the night before kinda set the tone for a morose-filled weekend, and aptly touch the topic I had wanted to blog about.
All thanks to Brian, […]
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You know how sometimes your mind throws some random questions about yourself, and you ponder over it excessively for a few minutes, when the questions are simply out of nowhere?
On a random day out for lunch yesterday, a colleague was telling another colleague how she had stomach upsets and the other colleague started saying how […]
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The rain poured with intensifying furor as the match reached its climax.
Sudden death. Penalty. Either element is enough to make me hyperventilate. And now, they come hand in hand, tugging my nerves with every passing second.
My mind was completely blank when Anelka took his spot, and the awesome Van der Sar saved. I only remember […]
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While I was out running errands on a lazy Saturday afternoon, I bumped into this group of screaming young girls in the middle of Orchard Road, with this young chick being all tied up and struggling to free herself.
Happy 16th birthday Amelia, whoever you are, and it is great to be young.
I miss the madness […]
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… I am out of my mind.
Like seriously.
When I blog previously, I wrote it off as momentary loss of sanity. But as Wednesday crept by, and the events that followed, I certified myself insane.
Well, most people had responded with “Are you mad?” and I couldn’t quite deny.
Woohoo.
I am excited. I cannot not be.
And I don’t […]
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When was the last time you did something abso-fucking-lutely crazy. Irrationally, losing-your-sanity kinda crazy?
I had my moment today.
And now as my sanity trickles back in, I am starting to wonder if it is really happening.
When too much of a good thing is happening, like consistently for a week, I become.. scared.
Like I will lose something, […]
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I had a dream last night.
It was one with clear, turquoise waters, white sands, a clumsy driver and a trusting “instructor”, eager sales assistants, and a lacy train I disagreed with.
Doesn’t make sense? I guess. Dreams hardly do.
I dreamt of Potato. I dreamt of what were Coral Reefs in my dream.
I dreamt of many people. […]
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There were 2 days in the past 2 weeks that were particularly memorable.
Both days, it rained heavily, the roads were flooded, and the thunders went on ceaselessly with a magnificent display of lightnings.
It was dark, it was gloomy. My fear of thunders just made me cringe every few seconds. I tried to be brave. Like […]
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